Friday, March 17, 2006

how to write how i feel...it's totally indescribeable. thanks for your prayers and support up to this point, but papaw is in a better place now. no more suffering, no more gasps, just pure Heaven, pure joy, pure peace, pure rest.

i got to tell him i loved him, that we loved him, and we were there for him. his heart rate dropped and in a second he was at perfect peace. his hand was still so warm.

but, oh, how it aches now. but where he is there is nothing but sheer joy. and i got to tell him all i needed to, he knew how i cared.

dear Father, just be near...

update: cousin stephi has a tribute to papaw posted now.

16 Comments:

Blogger Susanna said...

Thank you for taking the time to visit me in all your troubles. I pray that you will know that blessed comfort of the saints....that there are no tears in heaven, that weeping might last for a night, but that joy comes in the morning. Praise God for your pawpaw, his life, his love of you all and above all his salvaton through Christ Jesus. May our blessed Saviour wrap you and your loved ones in HIs tender arms at this time.
Much lovexxxxxxxxxxxxx

Sat Mar 18, 02:53:00 AM EST  
Blogger Bill said...

I am praying for you....If you need anything, just let me know. i am here weeping with you through this difficult time.

Sat Mar 18, 03:18:00 AM EST  
Blogger Jean-Luc Picard said...

My deepest condolences; I have followed your pain, and now feel your sadness.

Thank you for visiting my Journal, despite your troubles. You have remarkable spirit, and are a fine young lady. My prayers are for you.

Sat Mar 18, 06:54:00 AM EST  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I am heartbroken, in awe of the pain that has carried over from a family I love so much to my own heart and soul. Know I am here always. Love you Bro. JJ

Sat Mar 18, 07:57:00 AM EST  
Blogger Gordon said...

Even our Lord wept over the death of a loved one. He knows how you feel and His grace is with you. Lean on Him and you will find the strength you need.

You are in my prayers.

Sat Mar 18, 08:42:00 AM EST  
Blogger Unknown said...

Such sad news, but such a blessing to know your Papaw is with Jesus! Wow. Will continue to pray for you and your family.

Sat Mar 18, 09:32:00 AM EST  
Blogger Viamarie said...

My heartfelt condolences to you and your entire family.

Eternal rest grant unto your Papaw Oh Lord and let perpetual light shine upon him. May his soul and the souls of all the faithful departed through the mercy of God rest in peace. AMEN.

Sat Mar 18, 09:50:00 AM EST  
Blogger Linda said...

It's never easy to say good-bye to those we love; but we know that we will get to say hello again someday, and forever. I'm praying for you and your family.

Sat Mar 18, 10:03:00 AM EST  
Blogger eph2810 said...

Hey sweetie, I am so sorry to hear that you papaw passed away. But just like you have said: "in a better place, no more suffereing, no more gasps, just pure Heaven...". I know how much it hurts...it is indescribeable. But you know that the seperation in only for a while and than you will be reunited. Wrapping my arms around you...
(((hugs)))

Sat Mar 18, 10:24:00 AM EST  
Blogger Leann said...

Praising that he is in a better place and healed completely but still praying for those left behind and grieving. I am so sorry...

Sat Mar 18, 11:30:00 AM EST  
Blogger Star said...

I am praying for you and your family. May you feel your Heavenly Daddy's warm embrace right now.

All my love always...

Sat Mar 18, 12:08:00 PM EST  
Blogger Bethany said...

I just wanted to let you know that you are in my prayers! You are a very sweet girl...your PawPaw was lucky to have such a precious granddaughter!

Sat Mar 18, 12:41:00 PM EST  
Blogger ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ said...

I am thankful I got to know you a few weeks ago, and am weeping with you in the passing from earth to heaven with your PawPaw. It sure hurts - I know. But I know too, that your PawPaw beholds Jesus and is awestruck with His presence. We can only imagine. But our hearts ache and hurt here, and someday, these tears will be wiped away when we are all together, for forever. Know I care, and if you need to write, please do.

Loni

Sat Mar 18, 12:59:00 PM EST  
Blogger Dionna said...

I'm sorry at your loss - glad he is in heaven but know your heart will ache physically for him for quite awhile.

Sat Mar 18, 02:01:00 PM EST  
Blogger mS eLoVe said...

Death is the sad part of our lives but God have always His promise that there is a place that He preparing for us. We know someday we see our Dear Saviour face to face - He is faithful and true.

You and the whole family are in my prayer.

Lean on to God.

Sat Mar 18, 02:05:00 PM EST  
Blogger V. Shay said...

Hugs, love, and prayers.

Sat Mar 18, 05:03:00 PM EST  

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