well, we're getting ready to head the the funeral. t and i have been asked to do everything to me, a song memeow loved! little faith will join in with us this time - they really wanted her to.

last night, i was just so emotionally tired from everything. it seemed to hit, and hit hard. everything still doesn't seem real, it doesn't make sense. but, i'm sure it's to be expected and i'll continue to take things day by day and deal with them as they come, not crossing bridges until i get there. i've spent too much time of my life crossing potential bridges i never came to nor had to cross. not to say i'm bouncing to the other side and going to ignore the "warning signs" that are posted on the journey and bury my head in the sand. there's a balance somewhere along the way.

with that, i've got to finish getting ready. i apologize i haven't had the time nor energy to visit your blogs and comment - please don't take it as a lack of gratefulness for you all. i have treasured every single comment and have re-read them many times. i pray His blessings be poured on each of you until you're to the "drowning" point! :-)